All of the things I am going to do tomorrow; my toxic trait

[Mirah]

Is anyone else like this? Its okay if the answer is no.

Every fucking night I make a list in my head of how productive I am going to be tomorrow. And then when tomorrow arrives I decide I am going to sleep in and fuck all that productivity bs nonsense and don't be so unrealisitc and hard on myself and just sleep in and don't worry about everything else. Then I rush off to work, sort of and don't really care, but really do care. So I am making this thread in attempts to knock myself into reality of what I really am going to accomplish and what I am not going to accomplish.
And I'm not downloading some stupid cortisol, hyrdroxy clorizide fuckingaptitude app that will knock my lymphatic symbols into another universe chilling, vibe thing. (Its okay if you have that and it works, I am really fucking happy for you. I tried it and it was fucking overwhelming too)(actually also it just asked stupid questions)

[Mirah]

And how do people wake up 2-3 hours before they are supposed to? Like when do they go to bed? How do people sit and have coffee for 3 hours before they are supposed to go to work. WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?!

[Mirah]

Okay, so almost every morning I am going to get up and make myself breakfast and maybe do a chore like some laundry or dishes or make phone calls to all the senators etc etc etc

Tomorrow I am going to get up and make a dish for a potluck later in the day. Excellent eh? And then I may also clean out my fridge a little, oh and I have also been planning on going in to work early for like the last 2 years AND also go into town early not to work but to get pictures of sun rises and cute animals that are awake at that time.
ALSO THIS WEEK I hAD MYSELF CONVINCED I WAS GOING TO DO A 7 mile hike before 10 AM! WTF LIke these are things that really went through my mind.

[Mirah]

Well definitely slept in
Lololol
Sigh

[CaptainWacky]

I don't know why my leg hurts. Everything gets worse every year.