Living Life

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 1:50 am

I want to organize everything before I can live life.
I want to make spreadsheets and make sure everything is just so
I don't want to fly by the seat of my pants, yet sometimes I do because it is neccesary, things don't always work perfectly that way, but AT LEAST I DON'T STARVE!

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 1:51 am

I drove out of work today after staying late to finish 2 items that had been handed to me to finish in the morning. I didn't really have to get them done today or stay late. My hours had already been turned in-a couple days I came in later and left earlier than normal this week so I feel like I made up for it.

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 1:53 am

Anyway, when I drove out of work and towards the "West Wing Group" I let everything from the day and week go.

I let go of the fact that on a Friday night I really wanted to go home and organize my shopping list and everything and anything else instead of being social.
I could totally do that, all week long, I could make sure that I have everything in order and so deny myself the social time I often crave.

Or I could just say "Fuck it" and live life. Like actually live life and just go "Who cares" "Whatever" "No one will die" "Everything will be fine"

Post by **Eggs Loki** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 2:21 am

FUCK IT LIVE LIFE YES I wish I could do that but that would mean getting off the couch

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 2:25 pm

Noooo!!!! I mean yes!!!!!
Come visit and ho on a hike with me. You can work remotely from here even!

Post by **Eggs Loki** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 3:33 pm

I've thought of moving somewhere nicer, since I could literally work my job from anywhere.

But there would have to be BOSS BITCH hi-speed internet available.

Dr Dave · Post by **Dr Dave** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 4:13 pm

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 4:57 pm

I will let you know when that happens here. Lol.

I just put on the bulletin board: looking for someone to hike with Sat/ Sun.
Maybe someone will respond! Putting myself out there! Ahhh

Dr Dave · Post by **Dr Dave** » Sat Jun 03, 2023 6:04 pm

Eggs Loki wrote: ↑Sat Jun 03, 2023 3:33 pm I've thought of moving somewhere nicer, since I could literally work my job from anywhere.

But there would have to be BOSS BITCH hi-speed internet available.

Just move to the PDX area.

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Sun Jun 04, 2023 8:23 pm

Tonight's dilemma:
Play outdoor volleyball at someone's house I haven't been to yet
Or lay in the hammock and read a book

I really want to read a book
My body hurts grom hiking
And I need to eat

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Wed Jun 07, 2023 5:04 pm

I opted for a hammock, book and a conversation with a friend!

I feel like I am almost always in a state of guilt. I WONDER WHY THAT IS?! OMG ANd or I am almost always at conflict with myself. I need some daily affirmations.

Such as:
Don't fuck this up

Dr Dave · Post by **Dr Dave** » Wed Jun 07, 2023 10:42 pm

You feel guilty for not moving to PDX and renting an apartment and texting " DR DAVE COME AND WATCH MY GARDEN WHILE I MAKE YOU A STEAK".

Post by **Cassie** » Thu Jun 08, 2023 5:50 pm

For some reason this thread has caused this song to be stuck in my head.

Mirah · Post by **Mirah** » Tue Oct 24, 2023 1:56 am

Dr Dave wrote: ↑Wed Jun 07, 2023 10:42 pm You feel guilty for not moving to PDX and renting an apartment and texting " DR DAVE COME AND WATCH MY GARDEN WHILE I MAKE YOU A STEAK".

Indeed.

CaptainWacky · Post by **CaptainWacky** » Tue Oct 24, 2023 1:25 pm

The garden could be up to something!